I'm planning to go again & a big part of me thinks maybe I shouldn't. I know I'll go though. Consequences be damned.
I should hold back, end it now & walk away while I'm still intact. Except maybe I'm not anymore. I feel different so it might be too late already. I'll just have to carry on & hope not to break.
I had a pretty stressful & busy 4 days which is ridiculous because it was supposed to be a bit of a vacation. I saw some beautiful sunsets though & that was worth all the other stuff.
My head feels crowded. I wish I could have a day to myself.
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