Yay!!!

I'm so excited about this but I'm not even telling anyone yet. I don't want it ruined for me. He especially will ruin it. He'll have nothing but bad things to say, negative things. He's too selfish to be happy for me.

I'm finally going to do what I've been dreaming of since I was a child. It's going to be the best experience of my life!!!

But all he'll see is me leaving him, living my dream while all he does is talk about his. He'll see me being happy & having fun with someone else & he'll think he lost me.

Truth is he never had me.

(-.-)