Giving it a go

I'm giving this blogging thing a go. People always ask you how you are & just as you're about to answer they go on & ask you something else or they look away. They're not even listening. They don't really care.

So I can write all the thoughts people don't care about here. I write in my journal all the time but this is kind of fun in a different way. I'm not telling anyone I know about it so I can be really honest without worrying I'll offend someone. :)

I'm not much into sharing my thoughts with people, never have been. I found early on that others couldn't relate to me on a deep connecting level & I couldn't to them. The things I thought about they didn't & vice versa.

I have a weird relationship with people. I dislike so much of the population. So many people are mean & selfish & a million other bad things. Boring, bigots, racists, liars etc.etc.

But I can love them too. I can talk easily to them even if I can't relate to their thoughts & I do care about what they have to say. I like to people watch. I wonder about their lives & why they are who they are & do what they do.

I bet I get really into this blogging business even though I fought getting one for so long.

It figures.

I'm making cookies on this Memorial Day holiday & I must go rescue them from the oven now.

If I could I'd share one with you.

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